We taught them sex and muted their laughter

Scholarship Bootcamp

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:59:58 GMT

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 04:36:41 GMT

iamgladiamsingle.

ithink.

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 01:35:40 GMT

i just bought an ipod
transmitter thing
off ebay.
so in a week,
i'll have decent music
in my car.
♥

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 21:18:59 GMT

a week at the beach.
almost.
fun.
definetly.
Saturday Night Live makes me laugh so incredibly much.
Sneaking out at 1.30am in a place where there's no
lights except for the little flickers inside the 1.8 million dollar homes.
And sitting on the Beach
in the torrents of rain.
under an oversized umbrella.
with oversexed boys.
[& rebecca].
with
the lingering touch of
the best tasting beer that has
EVER
come across my lips.

and i actually did miss home.

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 04:42:37 GMT

who ever first said "history repeats itself"
sure as fucking hell wasn't lying.

it's like a fucking parasite that leeches onto my skin
and drains me.
Emotionally and physically.
it makes me tired. and sick.
and tiredandsick.

over.and over again.

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 02:07:03 GMT

How i miss livejournal.
Forserious.
Reading over old entries... with an overwhemling feeling of nostalgia.
The funny thing is i remember EVERYTHING like it was last week.
I guess it's both good and bad.
I want to delete the low stuff,
but i suppose it's just as me as the good memories.
...
It's strange when a person has an emotional attachment to an internet page.

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 02:26:35 GMT

i don't know why i'm even writing in here anymore.
i feel bad.
because i like him and i shouldn't.
and i should like him. i've liked him for so long.
but why did i like him?
there's no connection.
we don't talk endlessly about trivial things that could matter less in our lives.
we don't even talk [conversation wise] period.
why?
why do i always question myself?.
i think i was stupid.
i think i probably still am stupid and i'm just too stupid to realize it.

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 01:47:25 GMT

i've found my life calling.
i'm dropping high school and joining the ALF.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 05:45:05 GMT

i need a drink.

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 01:30:29 GMT

I got mylicense!

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 00:41:00 GMT

Some people have the most amazing lives.
I want one.
Wathcing that english video about Ernest Hemingway made me admire him.
He traveled everywhere.
I want that.
I want to travel.
Like serious travel. Like live in Paris for 3 years.
become one with the culture.
yeah.

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 20:02:19 GMT

Friday night Jacqueline came over
and we watched Rocky Horror Picture Show.
?
It was quite strange.
kinda fun watching guys dressed up in nearly nothing dancing around, though.
Then mary came over.
Jackie left.
Mary and i smoked in my bathroom.
Left saturday morning to NYC, with mary still sleeping in my bed.
got to Queens, then went to Broadway to go shopping.
Bought three tanktops and black lacey ballet shoes. and some other stuff.
Sunday went to the Metropolitan Museum of Art.
A LOT of picasso pieces... like 5 walls full.
.. but of course, my fav. the Andy Warhol piece.<3
unfortunitely they only had one of his, which makes no sense whatsoever since he's from NY.
then back monday with the Chinatown bus, which is cheap, but smells.
didn't go to school today because i hate english.
actually i was too tired. but whatever.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 00:24:49 GMT

yay.
2am tomorrow i'm on my way to NYC.
hopefully i can find jackie a bday present there.

and i'm finally feeling content with this whole
hayfieldness thing.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 23:35:36 GMT

life sucks and so do you.
fuck off.

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 03:01:14 GMT

And after all that we've been through,
I know we're cool.

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 19:47:23 GMT

I officially dislike blue days.
All my classes were blah today...
except for Photo, which is just awesomeness.

Yesterday was great though. All my classes were good. Especially english. Vivian, Jackie, Austin, Jimmy, Richard, and blah are in that class. so its gonna be kick ass.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 06:08:50 GMT

fcuk is love.
and addicting.
it's addicting love.
amen.amen.

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 04:48:45 GMT

So.
i have a new cell phone.
it's the same number as my old one though.
so yeah.
call me.
and this time i'll answer.

:)

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 21:40:14 GMT

i hope nobody takes this the wrong way
but boys are so concieted.
they're so full of themselves.
and they think they're the shit at everything.

so much for humility.

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 04:54:01 GMT

hey kid, i'm a computer stop all the downloading.!

watch that. it makes me smile. if i could marry a video clip, it would be that. no joke.

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 01:03:10 GMT

holla.
somebody needs to check their 6 minute voicemail!

school needs to start.
i'm so bored.

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 05:46:29 GMT

warped was fun.
Matt P. picked me up and we drove to Centreville and picked up his gf.
Then he dropped me off to get a ticket while they parked.
And yeah, basically i lost my BRAND FUCKING NEW SUPER GORGEOUS BLACK SEXY sunglasses. that made me super sad.
mmm... blah blahh...
Bands i saw:
(inthisorder)
-Glory of This
-Bleeding Through
-33 West [sucked so i left]
-Mae [got lost trying to find the stage they were playing at]
-A7X
-Big D and the Kids Table [Please, like i need to say anything about this one?]
-Circa Survive [their singer is not only incredibly gorgeous, but also really sweet]
-Funeral for a Friend
-Senses Fail
-Atreyu [the singer was losing his voice... i felt so bad for him]
-Hopesfall
-My Chemical Romance [way too crowded so i left]
-Transplants [i actually got to see Travis fucking Barker live. it was beautiful]
-Boys Night Out
-Emery [overwelming amount of enthusiasm and energy they put into the show]
-Saosin

Oh the best part of the day/night... i met this guy Matt at the Peta2 booth, even though he's not a vegetarian. but anyway... we were talking and crap and he was like "Oh my brother Josh is the guitarist in Hopesfall" so he snuck me backstage to watch them play. Then later the manager backstage started yelling at us because i didn't have a pass, so we left and watched from out front. So we basically hung out for the rest of the night. He gave me his band's cd and t-shirt. and because i was his super cool girlfriend-for-the-night, he gave it to me free. which was really sweet.

Then after waiting over an hour to get out of the parking lot... listening to hxc (so we could do it the way the cool kids do)... we finally got out of the parking lot and went to Silver Diner.

p.s. i need a bigger vocabulary, i overuse the words fun and awesome. :(

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 01:16:40 GMT

warped tour tomorrow bitches.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 02:16:12 GMT

I was losing my hair alot in Europe.
So my mom and i went to the doctor's on monday to get blood tests done.
To see if i have anemia (sp?) or thyroids (sp?again).
The doctor told me it could have been triggered by stress from 3 or 4 months ago.
I thought it was probably from stress.
But the doctor's office called today saying that i needed to come in.
So obviously there's something wrong with my blood now.
I just don't know what.

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 06:02:36 GMT

i'm in france right now. it's like 8 am. but i've been so internet deprived the past few days its not even funny. Today we're going to Germany i think? anyway...
i met so many cool people on this trip so far.
Last night we had a concert. It went really really well. we had like 6 encores. (sp?). Then after the concert Ska Paul taught me how to swing. its really sexy.
So much stuff has happened in the past couple weeks. And i feel suprisingly close to a lot of people here.
i miss all my friends though. :(
Oh! i just have to say this before i go... Carmen, Asain Paul, some wierd kid and i had snails yesterday for lunch... they tasted like mushrooms.
i love you guys.